Post by Izumi Shiraishi on Aug 19, 2020 23:33:55 GMT -5
Finally, a day off!
After what seemed like just another uneventful week of waking up, going to class, eating, going to class, going to bed, so forth and so on. This week was just as tiring as it was boring, Izumi having to start working just a tiny bit harder, which annoyed her since she would have rather just slept in that day. Obviously, Shirayama-san wouldn't take too kindly to Izumi's reluctance of attending classes for the day, and neither would her mother, so she dragged herself out of bed like the rest of the students in the school. Having to do everything the same as everyone else just felt unfair. Why was she having to mindlessly do what all the others were? It wasn't like she was similar to the other girls, with their sociability, talent beaming off of them like the sun's rays, and whatever other supernatural abilities they seemingly possessed?
She'd fallen behind the others recently, and Izumi had began doubting herself by now, constantly comparing herself to the rest of her year, even if she refused to talk to, or acknowledge the existence of the sheer majority of her classmates.
Deciding to take a break for the weekend, Izumi took her backpack with her, and got dressed, picking out a pair of black aviator sunglasses, doc marten boots, a miniskirt, and a tucked t-shirt, all in black, her t-shirt having the logo of some obscure Swedish metal band. This choice of clothing made her feel as if she wasn't being forced to conform with the others, with their greys, blues and beige shades of uninspired misery. It felt as if she was standing apart from the rest of the world, just all the things she could use to describe being free, would fit into this.
Izumi had enough of having to stand aside, and let others get their spotlight. The same story, over and over. Just like re-reading a book, except Izumi was none the wiser, and she was getting increasingly tired of this looping story. She'd keep questioning why it was the same students getting the lead roles, and why whenever a play was on, it was something she'd already done, and had no interest in, or it was something new, and she never got the leading role? It all felt like the odds were stacked against her, as if she was fated to never even see a leading role. How could she advance if she was a minor character in someone else's life story, and not a main character in her own life? She swore from now on, she'd take up Shirayama-san's words for herself, and act like herself, however unprofessional that was. It was so very tempting to just do something incredibly stupid right now, maybe find one of her classmates and get into a shouting match with them. It was outside of school too, so unless they reported her, would she really have to worry about it?
Anyway...
She stood outside of a bridal store, peering in at the dresses with a curious look on her face.
"I doubt I'll ever get married, but.. those do look nice, wow!"
Izumi smugly remarked to herself, somewhat loudly, due to the pair of headphones she head on her head, she wasn't really observant when she had them on, nearly always listening to metal, loud orchestral music, or old pop music. Today, it was some more heavy metal again, loud guitar solos audible to people nearby.
It seemed today was just going to be all about her, and she'd enjoy the relative freedom of not being bound by time constraints for now.
After what seemed like just another uneventful week of waking up, going to class, eating, going to class, going to bed, so forth and so on. This week was just as tiring as it was boring, Izumi having to start working just a tiny bit harder, which annoyed her since she would have rather just slept in that day. Obviously, Shirayama-san wouldn't take too kindly to Izumi's reluctance of attending classes for the day, and neither would her mother, so she dragged herself out of bed like the rest of the students in the school. Having to do everything the same as everyone else just felt unfair. Why was she having to mindlessly do what all the others were? It wasn't like she was similar to the other girls, with their sociability, talent beaming off of them like the sun's rays, and whatever other supernatural abilities they seemingly possessed?
She'd fallen behind the others recently, and Izumi had began doubting herself by now, constantly comparing herself to the rest of her year, even if she refused to talk to, or acknowledge the existence of the sheer majority of her classmates.
Deciding to take a break for the weekend, Izumi took her backpack with her, and got dressed, picking out a pair of black aviator sunglasses, doc marten boots, a miniskirt, and a tucked t-shirt, all in black, her t-shirt having the logo of some obscure Swedish metal band. This choice of clothing made her feel as if she wasn't being forced to conform with the others, with their greys, blues and beige shades of uninspired misery. It felt as if she was standing apart from the rest of the world, just all the things she could use to describe being free, would fit into this.
Izumi had enough of having to stand aside, and let others get their spotlight. The same story, over and over. Just like re-reading a book, except Izumi was none the wiser, and she was getting increasingly tired of this looping story. She'd keep questioning why it was the same students getting the lead roles, and why whenever a play was on, it was something she'd already done, and had no interest in, or it was something new, and she never got the leading role? It all felt like the odds were stacked against her, as if she was fated to never even see a leading role. How could she advance if she was a minor character in someone else's life story, and not a main character in her own life? She swore from now on, she'd take up Shirayama-san's words for herself, and act like herself, however unprofessional that was. It was so very tempting to just do something incredibly stupid right now, maybe find one of her classmates and get into a shouting match with them. It was outside of school too, so unless they reported her, would she really have to worry about it?
Anyway...
She stood outside of a bridal store, peering in at the dresses with a curious look on her face.
"I doubt I'll ever get married, but.. those do look nice, wow!"
Izumi smugly remarked to herself, somewhat loudly, due to the pair of headphones she head on her head, she wasn't really observant when she had them on, nearly always listening to metal, loud orchestral music, or old pop music. Today, it was some more heavy metal again, loud guitar solos audible to people nearby.
It seemed today was just going to be all about her, and she'd enjoy the relative freedom of not being bound by time constraints for now.